So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life youre my sweetest nightingale
But I cant hear it here no more
And I go
I go
Hush now, dont shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face
Hi people. Juz to share a nice song about lost and love. Luckily this two months give me a lessons of my life. For me to learn to miss, to feel love, to lose someone and to be grateful that we have them. Alhamdulillah foremost to my deary Allah for this kindest bless. As u know i have never been apart from my family from birth until my matriculation age. even in my varsity's days, i always have family around. such a mommy boy am i? but this year, my parents had went to perform Hajj. 44 days there. To my surprise, during they went there, my heart keep missing them. i feel reckless as if something is not complete. it is really a surprise for me because when i was in my varsity, not going back for 2 month is not a problem for me. maybe this also due to my past experience. feeling of afraid to lose someone you love at the age of 12 years old really traumatize me. on 1996 i lost my lovely grandmother where she went to hajj and never come back. and maybe it is also because i have just lost my lovely uncle. praying to Allah for courage to face all this sadness is all i could do. and also to my dear friend, thank you for lending your ears. On 6 December 2009, both of my parents safely return from Mekah. For God i have really grateful and happy as it can't be describe by words. Maybe you don't see me crying of happiness, maybe you don't hear my singing happily, maybe you don't feel what I'm feeling but trust me deep in my heart I'm happy as i'm on top of the world....
